Saturday, January 10, 2004
i guess its about time to update huh?.....starting to get a lil annoying to have to think about everything thats goin on n try to put all of it into words......arrrrrrrrrrrrggg
kk not really too sure where to start....
well...we went to the adiroundacks on new years morning....not fun when u stay up till 3 n have to wake up before 7....so we left around 730ish and i slept in the car untill sometime around 1. we usually stay with my aunt n she the best freaken cook i know so when we got there she had a feast all ready for us :-D ohh man i was in heaven.......lol....then we visted my uncle's house n i got to see my cousins so it was cool. we pretty much justr went around visiting all of my family. by the time we get back wit was sunday n school the next day which sucked.
back to school which meant drivers ed....i was expecting it to be soooooo boring n scary. i was so scared to drive the car in front off the ppl i was afraid i was gunna mess up really bad n crash the car. which it didnt help when the car pulled up n its a reallllly nice brand new car. me n nina thought we were gunna total it lol. but the classes were ok....all the guy does is talk about crashes n ppl killing other ppl cause they were driving bad. greaaaaaaaat way to start out huh? but yeah driving was surprisingly pretty fun. hehehe there were so many features to this freaken car!!!! it was sooo cool lol even my butt was warm cause the seats were heated!!
friday was ski club. i was dreading that sooooooo much cause i was gunna snowboard n i knew i would make a fool outta myself cause ive never snowboarded b4. we left the school n i realized that i forgot my cd player. ugh. but thans god someone brought a movie so we just watched that. when we got there i didnt know where the hell i was goin. i usually just go to bristal so i ddint know where i was goin. we finally found th4e place where we had to go to get lessons n we acctually gotta cool teacher(he was kinda hott :-D) lol but yea i wasnt as bad as i thought iwas gunna be. it was acctually pretty fun. it was just wayyyy too cold. it felt like 20 below! i hate being cold so that just sucked. me n elaine ended up staying in the lodge from 8-945. seein that we got there at like 330 i thought we skied enough. but it was sooo fun overall!
Posted at 08:22 pm by cutieshorty22
Sunday, December 28, 2003
merry belated christmas!!
hehehe......ive been in a pretty good mood lately......dunno why n to tell the truth i really dont care.....i think it has to do with the gift i got my daddy......ill tell ya bouts that laters....but yeaaaahh i hope all u ppls had a great christmas :-) mine was pretty fun my faily that lives all around here all came to my house n we ate food n opened gift n all that fun stuff :-)
for like.....umm.....2 weeks? 1 and a half? i dunno lol well for how ever long it was i had been learning a special song on the guitar for my dad.....hes been trying to get me to play since i was really little n i just never did so i thought it was about itme to learn-so i learned a song.....i got all the lyrics down n on xmas morning i was gunna play it for him.....lets just say i kinda forgot about it until we were getting everything alll cleaned up lol so i finally played it for him n he had no clue what was goin on lol he said he loved it n i looked over to my mom n sister n they were both crying lol but the big downfall to that was then my mom made me play it again infront of my WHOLE family and i mean whole...like all my aunts n uncles n cousins........im not one to sing in front of ppls so my hands were shaking n......it just wasnt fun....but i did it.....lol
now that christmas is over......my house is really quiet.....it kinda scary.....usually everyone is yelling n running around but for some reason everyone is all relaxed....fun fun fun :-)
Posted at 02:50 pm by cutieshorty22
Saturday, December 20, 2003
and it happens once again.....
hmmmmm nuthin much to say just felt like updateing for no freaken reason.....
hmmmm i thought i finally did something right....for once....but noooooooooooo neverrrrrrrr.....i put myself out there....thinking that mayyyyyybe somehthing will happen? but no once again.....things got all fucked up and yea.......thats pretty much it.....
Posted at 10:12 pm by cutieshorty22
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
hmmm long time no.....write? lol
whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....i havnt written in here for a reallllly long time......i dont really memeber the last time i updated. hmmmmmm i wanna knoooo guess ill go check. hehehe november 30. welllll thats not too long ago...something like 16 days? maybe? thats not that bad......anyways.
lets get down to buisness ;-) hehehe
welllllllll i dont memeber much. i think somethings wrong with my memory. i dont rememebr anything anymore. kinda sucks. ohh yeaaaaa we finally got our xmas tree all pretty n decorated...iss so pretty hehehe usually by now im all happy n excited for christmas n all my presents....but for some reason this year....i just dont feel like that anymore...im more excited for the food lol but i love givivng ppls their presents too. this year im reallly nervous tho..:-/ im doing something special for my dad...its a secret tho....ill tell ya how it goes AFTER christmas hehe
hmmmmm im not in the mood to write everything today so i guess all are going oto have to wait till tomorrow or whenever i get to it :)
Posted at 06:56 pm by cutieshorty22
Sunday, November 30, 2003
i guess ive been putting this off for long enough now........
all start with my birthday...oh yes.....just incase u forgot......IM 16 BABY!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!........heeh ok now that i got that outta my system..... :-).....well i thought i was goin to my auts house to help her work on the basement so she came and picked me up at 3.....befor i could see my family....so i was thinking im not gunna get to spend any time at all with my family on my birthday?!?!....but we got to my cousins house n we hung out in her room for a while....then i went to her prac. with my cuz.....n we got home n all the lights were dim-which is usualy for her house n all the candels were lit as usual so i really didnt think anything of it....but my aunt came up to my uncle saying there was a mous in the house n he asked me to help him go get it so i followed hijm into the room just to see my whole family there with a cake n lots of presents i was liek HOOOOLLY S***!!! but yea it was fun
i spent the next day cleaing my aunts house with her n reading my permit book whenever possible......
then it was finally turkey day!!!! yum yum yum....my uncles fam and our fam ate together it was alotta fun n mmmmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmm was the foood good!!!!!! i ate wayyyyyyyy too much lemme tell u that lol i dont think ive eaten that much in a long itme n i could telll.....i didnt feel too good after that lol my aunt had this brilliant idea to pout ghords on the table with each of the plates.......well......we had a big ghord fight....i think i got hit in the head with a ghord numerous times.....lol always fun fun fun!
hmmm then friday night i went to go get my permit....i was sooooooo nervous n scared.....we finally got to the DMV just to find that the stupid thing was closed!!!!!! arrrggg!!!! well that just pissed me off and was kinda depresssing.......
oh well since no one can take me monday......im goin on tuesday to get it i hope.....
Posted at 01:26 pm by cutieshorty22
Monday, November 17, 2003
tonight was possibly the best night in my entire life....i had such an amazing time.....for all that do not know....the best friend that i could possibly ask for threw me a surprise birthday party...it was great!!! and 2 of my friends played guitar throughout it.....it was soooo great.....i loooooooove listening to ppls play guitar so it was one of the best gifts that i could ever get...:-) n kyle and alex sang for me!!!! YAY!!!!! hehehe n they made me get up there and sing in front of everyone i sing....that was just mean lol...i am sooooo deathly scared to sing in front of ppl so blahhhh it was bad i was shaking sooooo bad lol im sure i sounded like shit but hey....nuthin i can do about that lol
even though i already knew about the party....it was still kinda a surprised cause truthfully i did not think that so many ppls would come lol n i saw the guitars n i was like HELLLLLL YEAHHHH!! n then i couldnt find the ppls!!! i looked around n i didnt see them so i went in the kitchen n i found them!!
-------------------------ill finsh this lata
k back to the party.....heh......soooo then we all got into the food yummy yummmm yummmmmm but my tummy was hurtin for some reason.....it had been hurting all through the movie-my sister took me to the movies and the mall b4 the party to get me outta the house n by the way....S.W.A.T. is one hell of a movie lol-but anyways while ppls were eating kyle n alex were playin n being hystarical-but thats a given lol...acctually now that i think of it dont really remember then stopping...kyle did for a lil bit...but alex played the whole night i think, maybe he stopped for a lil bt not for long tho. lets seeeee lol im trying to sum up the whole night n its not working...ok ill just say this......
IT WAS THE BEST FREAKEN NIGHTS OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...there we go lol
If you belonged to me
Nothing else would matter
I'd give you the moon and the stars
On a silver platter
Kiss you the way you should be kissed
and show you the kind of love that you missed
So hear me
Sweet baby
My heart won't lie
What you need is what you get
If you come to me
I'll give you love you won't regret
I'll set you free
If you believe like I believe
Boy, you know it's true
Everything you need, I'll give to you
You've been alone too long
Baby, let me help you
Show you where your heart belongs
You know I'd love to
Give you one thousand reasons to stay
Be the light in my window
If you lose your way
So don't fear
Baby, I'm right here
I'll never leave
This is a promise you can keep
Just bring your broken heart to me
Baby, you know I'll always be
The one you've waited for
The girl you've dreamed of
Just let me in and you'll see
Posted at 04:15 pm by cutieshorty22
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
to tell the truth i really have no interest in updateing today....soooo ill make this short.....
after school me n nina were both pretty bored so we just decided to be bored together.......i walked to her house and we walked around the neighborhood for a while.......the scary stalker guy was out.....*shudders*......then we went back to my house n pretty much just talked for the next hour.....
today was the last day of work on wendsday.....*tear*......is till have 2 more weeks on monday......dunno how that makes sence but i guess in some way it does......
Posted at 08:42 pm by cutieshorty22
Monday, November 10, 2003
all i gotta say is my spelling sucks....i just went throiugh n read over my last entry and OMG! i suck! lol....yeaaa just thought id open that allll up cause im sure ive already been made fun of numerous times for it already.....:-)
now that my birthday is 14 Days away well in like an hour ill be 13 days...but u get the hint lol....im getttin excited for it.....im finally 16......seems like ive been waiting for this forever......im so sick of haveing to ask for rides n then having to hear ppls bitch about it....its not my fault i cant drive yet!!! jeeze!!! well anyways...back to my birthday ;-) well my ma's been askin me if im gunna have a party this year.....but i remember her saying im not allowed to have one....so i dunno....if i even do have one ill be in the middle of december prolly.....w/e if i feel like plannin it...
lotsa b.s. lately.....i dunno either im just in one of the moods where i dont feel like takin ppls B.S.(which very well could be) or....ppls are just more bitchy -n- annoying these days....i dunno....could be me.....who knows....if ya do...fill me in...
found out some sad news this week...:-/......ill spare u the details.....
*sigh*....
Posted at 11:11 pm by cutieshorty22
Thursday, November 06, 2003
days are long and gettin longer....
seems like everyday is just dragging on. each day just feels like eternity.... after bullshitting my way through the 1st quarter....i can tell now that its nmot gunna work this year.....i might have to acctually think this year.....who does that? seriously....ewwww.....all through Middle school and last year i rarely if ever had to study. but now it seems liek im studying all the time....every resourse it all i do is go over notes and do mountains of homework. now that swimming is over i can actaully buckle down and start really careing about school....which ill have to do if i ever wanna drive......my parents say i gotta have a 95% in every class b4 i can drive.....so it sounds like to me i wont be driving till im 40....its only b4 when my sister was a sopmore...she pretty much was Aceing every class...so of course they think i should be too....so now that the marking period is ending....i kno i didnt do very good at all.....so im getting more and more depressed knowing my birthday will be coming and going in 17 days and i have no hope in getting my permit.....
No news in the world of guys....to tell u the truth....i dont exactly care.....im finally over a guy i should have gotten over 2 years ago....(yes ciulla and Sam.....im finally over him and no way no how will i ever go back to him)...so at the moment all need to do is just concent trate on getting my grades up so i can have at least some freedom at a piont in my life.....
Two words can pretty much sum up a lot of my frustrations at the moment......CANCER SUCKS.....
*sigh*......
Posted at 06:23 pm by cutieshorty22
Sunday, November 02, 2003
wow.....its been a while....
yeaaa.....ive been soooooo busy lately....but now..FINALLY....swimming and diving is over!!!! yeahhh!!! its about time! lol....the season is definitly wayy too long. the need to shorten it up by alot...
after wrenching my back while prac. my dives.....i had tgo to the chiropractor-wow that was an expirience in itself....i didnt kno that my back could crack in so many places...she kept twisting my back which hurt like a bitch but w/e.....i guess its supposed to help? i dunno....then i went to sectionals yesterday. lets just say it sucked.....i didnt do well.....maybe if i handly wrenched my back 2 days b4 i woulda done better....i didnt kno how much i acctually used it until i attempted to do the dives that i normally do perfectly and i coujldnt do then if my life depended on it.....ugh....its so frusterating....but w/e i still have 2 yrs....
nuthins really goin on with my borin life at the moment....just one big streak of boring.....hmmm
oh yeaaaa My Birthday Is In 23 days!!!
hahahahaahhaaha
My sister came home today n was yelling at me b/c i dont talk about her in here....so yeaaaa we went out to go lookin for my car...which might i say she wasnt too happy about cause she coulnt get a car till she was about 17 but balhhh thats just b/c she couldnt pay for it yet which ive been werking for like 2 yrs already so i already have $ saved up unlike she did....
but yea...it was good to have her home for once....she hasnt been home in 2 million years b/c she has her own house now and is always with her buffalo 'family'.....blahh maybe she can come home more often HINT HINT HINT *cough cough cough* hmmmmmmm
Posted at 08:45 pm by cutieshorty22
